!Thursday, November 16, 2006
@ 5:18 AM
Lately nothing I do ever seems to please you
And maybe turning my back would be that much easier
Cause hurtful words are all that we exchange
But I can't watch you walk away
I'd fail cause I, I just can't live a lie
When you look back on times we had
I hope you smile
And know that through the good and through the bad
I was on your side when nobody could hold us down
We claimed the brightest star
And we, we came so far
And no they won't forget
Whenever you remember times gone by
Remember how we held our heads so high
When all this world was there for us
And we believe that we could touch the sky
Whenever you remember, I'll be there
Remember how we reached that dream together
Whenever you remember
Time flies by when youre having fun doesn't it?
When youre sad, it's all slow and easy..
but when youre happy, elated, having fun..
it just comes and goes past you like.. wind.
and that moment may never come back.
This whole year has been challenging, new
and most of all, it was full of fun. Even though
there were time that I cried at night or in the afternoon.
there would always be someone there to comfort me, with
their words, and their actions... And now, I look back
at all my friends, the ones that I have made, and those
that I have broken... some friendships grew stronger.
but some just... died down... and never really came back..
I've made mistakes this year, and I know that the next time I
get into the same situation, i'm going to take the long and winding
route instead of the short and easy route cause that would lead to
self-destruction. I really apologise to my parents whom I have probably
caused the most trouble for.. and I wanna thank you mom and dad, I know
you are reading this, thanks for everything, cause I know that you guys care
for me, I look to you as my closest friends and my parents that I can depend on...
Thank you Zong ye, for being there for me whenever I was sad, and whenever I cried.
thanks for making me laugh when it was not even funny, you just put it in the
funniest manner you could and I thank you for being one of my closest friend this year.
Thank you pri, for the things you do, you truly have been there for me since the starting
of the year, and I hope that inturn, you'll come to me whenever youre sad or
upset, for that's what friends are for.
Thank you Virti, for just talking to me.. and putting all your burdens on me,
I hope you'll stay in acs, but I can't make that choice for you, just
do where your heart wants you to go, and where you feel best..
okok. I have to go,
it's almost 930, so i'll post tomorrow
yeah?
God Bless
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!Wednesday, November 15, 2006
@ 6:30 AM
Dreams
I guess we're just made of dreams
Nothin' else matters
As long as we believe
I'm lookin' at you
And I see my life
Passing before my eyes
And when the journey's over
And all my dreams come true
I dream of you
Hey, I just heard from Christine!!!
haha.. poor Claris, I hope your head is ok!!!
Amazingly, I expected my body to ache a lot
this morning, but to my surprise, I was perfectly
fine..haha!! I did so much exercising yesterday..
like immediately after pe, I had dance for 1 and a
half hours. But I did not get any aches.. hur hur..
amazing huh? Today's rehearsal was way worse than
yesterdays. It was from 5 to about 8.30... haha
but hey, you gotta do what you gotta do!! hehe..
During science, dawn and I watched the Russell Peters
show and it was hilarious. Some people are just gifted
in different ways.. I wonder what mine is.. what is my gift?
hmm thinking... still thinking.. i've thought about this question
a lot recently.. but nothing seems to pop up in that
little mind of mine. It's kind of amazing if you think about your
gift you know? Like in X-men every mutant has his or her gift, and you
have to use it wisely I suppose. Only destruction will come if you
misuse it. If you just look at X-men, you'll get what i'm saying.
Well, i'm really tired..so i'm going now,
Buh Bye!!
God Bless
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!Tuesday, November 14, 2006
@ 4:05 AM
I get into the car
Turn the radio up real far
To shut out the noise
So I can hear my voice
There's a party on down the street
But nobody invited me, cause I got a gig
Baby sittin' my uncle's kids
Why me?
Whoa is me
Hellooo.. I played rugby today!! haha
for the first time.. hurhur.. but I don't really get
the game.. haha!!! But it's ok.. lol.
I really have no idea how to kick the darn ball..
It's not that i'm scared, fine maybe just a teeny-little
bit hehe, but I just can't aim.. lol
that's also ok, I mean. I guess rugby is not my sport.
Hmm, then what is? Well, it's up to me to find out
and for me to do well in it I suppose. Hurhur..
I think I stepped on something when I was playing rugby
bare-footed.. it felt really really weird.. like a piece
of glass, but there was nothing in sight( on my foot that is )
now, as I walk, I can feel something penetrating
into my foot, maybe it is because when I was a little girl,
I opened the fridge and a glass bottle fell out and I stepped on the
glass, yup. so maybe it's the after effect, but I was about 5
years old when that happened.. I guess I should not have even
played bare-footed in the first place. I've learnt my lesson,
you know,I guess its not true when people
say that time heals all wounds.
ok I'll post later.
God Bless
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!Monday, November 13, 2006
@ 5:13 AM
happy happy happy.... hehehhehe
Hihi!!!
I wen tout and bought clothes today!!!
I am happy now..haha.. got a hoodie like jacket thing
from esprit.. totally satisfied.. haha..
today was a great day.. except for the fact that
the dance was all off timing and we kinda...
fine, we screwed up a lot of our moves..
well.. i'm glad to hear that the bball team won
this round, i'm really happy.. haha!!
well, i'll post more tomorrow..
buh bye!!
God Bless
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!Sunday, November 12, 2006
@ 6:36 AM
hehe..
just got off the phone with yen hua...
haha she's such a cutie..
all her random words..:
- Oh that's nice, i'm hungry..
- LANA CAKE TO THE RESCUEEEE!!
- I'm a pretty little girl.. I'm a short, pretty little girl, I'm a cute, short, pretty little
girl
- link me link me link me link me link me link me link me link meeeee!!!!!
- You need a chill pill..
I like the last one best hehe.. well
it's going to be a really long day tomorrow, with all the practice and
stretching.. ARGGHHH.. hah.. well i'm going to hit the sheets now..
buh bye!
God Bless
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!Saturday, November 11, 2006
@ 11:24 PM
The room is jumping
We'll dance until the dawn
Come with me
There's a party going on
The place is rocking
It's only just begun
I know the place to go
And we're gonna have some fun
Cause anything that boys do
Don't you know that girls can too
Girls can too
I like this song hehe
JACKSONNNNN!!!GAVINNNN!!!!!!
you people ahhh.. trashing my
beautiful tag bored..:((
haha..
I've been reading a lot.. ( And no, btw,i'm not
some type of genius, I wanted to go out with my friends
but my mom insisted that I stay at home and focus on my
"personal enrichment" instead. Well it's for my own
good!!) Dancing in the sea, Sammy's Hill, The Good Earth..
not the mention the daily papers.. haha
Jackson called me.. asked if i'd like to go out for a movie..
sorry Jackson.. like I said.. reading.. you too gav.. haha
and the rest of the people that were with you.. ahah.
Hmm hopefully i'll be able to read all these books by the end
of the year.. yeah?that would be terrifffiiicccc.
I'll then have a head full of extraordinary vocabulary
which are basically used for people beyond my years. That's
a great thing I suppose. Talked to anna just now. miss her
so much.. haha all the laughing, and the fighting too..
I'm so sad, I forgot to bring my camera on teacher's day
and now, I don't have any pictures of my friends;((
haha
well, i'll be on my way now,
toodles..
God Bless
Sarah
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@ 12:54 AM
hihi.. replying tags..
Anna: Annnaaa bannaannaaaa!! hahahaha you smiley woman!!! with all the ha, hor, wo.
haha!! you ah!! missing you heap loads!! heheheh
Pri.: Fine!!! okok,i'll update it when I feel like it yeah? haha
Gavin: haha yup!! you are correct!! that's how you spell my name.. hur hur.. hmm
miss you-.- maybe? haha of course I will!!! lol roseyyy!!
Zong ye: haha, yea!! i'll miss talking to you in school a lot a lot.. hur hur!!=))
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!Friday, November 10, 2006
@ 5:33 PM
It's the end of the year, and in sc, at the end of the year
I was happy cause I would be going overseas, and I knew that I
would be seeing my friends the following year, but now, in acs i,
I feel sad, not only because I simply ADORE school.. but also
because, i'm going to miss everyone in it. Particularly Zong ye, Pri,
Yann, cheryl,Rachel TAI,sandy, chern,quande,virti, mau, darren
steph, dawn and well lots more people. I love the fact that we can just
walk into the office and then hang there... it really shows the difference.. I mean
there is a certain limit of noise that you can make, but, it's just the
amazing relationship that the pupils have with the teachers, not to
mention the Vice and Principal.. After witnessing the great fun that the
all of us had yesterday, it made me think.. how much do I really
love this school? And if I do love this school.. I certainly have to
secure my place in it.
Stayed back until, quite late yesterday.. hehe.. I saw james sisters!! oh my
they are sosoooosooooooo cute!! ahahaha.. Emma was playing football with me
heheheheheh.. so adorable la... Wow, our performance is next week,
and lots of us have not gotten all the steps, I guess we can't
give up now huh.
My legs are all achey and it's not funny-.-
painted my nails brown.. hehehehee.. I like it=))
okok i'll post some more later, Buh bye!
God Bless
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!Thursday, November 09, 2006
@ 4:53 AM
Yeah yeahh!!!! I met sam todayy!!!
after hearing what happened to you... I decided..
i'm going to try to persuade myself to eat too..
hehe..
Well, I&E carnival today, Yen could not make it..=(
how sad, but you know what, for the first time in my life..
I saw the guys making food!! hahahahahahahhhahah its so funny..
Daryl decided not to listen to me, as he was talking he waved
the knife that he was holding back and forth, to and frow,
and it was really scary, but you know, if anyone got hurt,
it would have been so so so scary, really.. But did daryl wanna
listen to me? NO!?!?! why? well probably cause he still thinks
i'm stupid. Moving right along, I saw nat!!!!!!!! ahh!! she was
wearing a mini skirt!! and virti tells me that she goes to school
in that.. she was wearing make-up ok!??!?!?! AHHH!!! And she says
there are worse people in her school.. alamak!! haha
OHOHOHOHOHHO!!!! there was a dunking thing-a-ma-gig and I wanted to
get dunked so bad, then I started sneezing..-.-..
it totally ruined my mood. AH!!! HOWEVER!!!!! Dr. B and Mr.Chew
got dunked!!!!!! hahhahahahh I have a vid.. Mr. Chew was in the rain!!
I did not really expect that.. I mean, he's the VP!!!??!?!? Hurhur..
Oh! Naomii, Brain, Ananya and Caren's stall sold really
really really good cupcakes!! they were sooosooosoooosooo good!!!
Haha.. Brain was going to give me one for free cause he paid for
one already but he did not take it yet. but I decided to give it to him
in the end, thanks anyway!! hehe.. I act 3... wait no.. 4 hahah!!
Mr. Chew gave me one cause he bought too many!!! HAHAHHAHHAHHAH
I really appreciate the effort that the administration puts in to build
a relationship with us, and I guess that's what make acs inter so special
Well, I had a blast today. I really did.. thanks yall.. Buh bye!!!
God Bless
here are some pictures... enjoyy
PRI IS SO PREETTTYYYY!!! hehehe
this was how much rubbish there was.. tsk tsk!!
From the left, Gordon, Zong ye, Gavin.. haha!! Cooking stuff yeahh?
i wanted to be dunked, but i really was not feeling well.. haha! sorry guys!!
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!Wednesday, November 08, 2006
@ 4:58 AM
SAMMMMM!!!! YOU'RE FINALLY BACKK!!! I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE YOU!!!!!
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@ 2:46 AM
Hihi..
I had dance the whole day.. like from
9 to 125.. haha. We managed to get some food
in between haha.. Jackson and I were like carrying porridge
up to the hall hehe.. he was like.. I feel so awkward doing this
and he dashed up the stairs!! hahahahahha
OHHHH!!! guess what! I found lao shi's blog!!! ahhh!!
I'm soo happy!!!!!!!! FINAALLYYYYY!!!!! the blog
that I have been looking for for ages.. hehe.. I LOVE LAO SHI!!!
hehehe=)))))
There is the I&E funfair tomorrow.. And I HOPE Yen Hua will come.
I had to make brownies!! I took some off the spoon and I think there is
some on my face now... hehe!!!! But they smell sosososososososo good!!!
Really really good. I hope there is enough.. poor zong.. don't get so mad yeah?
Quoting the wise words of my good friend Nat c.: Chill..
haha!.. That's what I miss about sc.. It's always about something new..
and no one is scared of what is coming towards us... I hope that
attitude will stick with my forever... I spent 6 years in sc.. and
I have adapted to the ac system in a snap.. all I hope is that I do not
lose any attitude scgs has taught me throughout the years..
well.. i'll post pictures of the brownies later..
Buh bye
God Bless
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!Tuesday, November 07, 2006
@ 7:04 AM
No matter what we go through
You step up, I'll step up too
It don't matter what the haters say
As long as you are my boo
No matter how hard it gets
This love will have no regrets
As long as we'll be
Stepping on the dance floor
It's me and you
I found a new song..
It's called step up.. and it's really nice
haha.. you know.. this year, i've messed up
quite a bit and I've been thinking.. the people
in between were the ones that got hurt and I'm sorry
for being so selfish... I mean.. things can go really
crazy when things go wrong.. and I've been in situations
where at one point, every thing is fun.. and the next minute,
sadness and depression comes into the picture.. I'm trying to say
i'm sorry for hurting people... the people that care for me.
I'm sorry that I was too selfish and was oblivious to the
care and friendship you people gave me.. I was ignorant and blinded
by my self-centered-ness and without taking a second thought
about the situation, I hurt people I love.. well.. even though
I did not really give that many people roses for valentines day
as a gift for my appreciation. I decided to post one for yall to
see.. thanks.... thanks for just being a friend..
Apparently, i'll be missing 4 hours of school tomorrow!! YAY!!
That means no art!!hehehehhehehehhehehehehehheheh!!!!! maybe I will
be at math.. well there is nothing to do at math . HAH!! I took a really
really cold shower cause I did not want to get any aches and pain..
hehe.. AHH!!! we won the rugby match!! hehehehe!! so happy!! lalala
I was downstairs with pri for a short while and the vp walked pass..
and before brian got into his car, he shouted: Mr. chew!! I think you're sexy..
and Mr. chew replied.. Oh of course I am!! haha!!
That really tickled me pink.. Mr. Chew is a nice man I must say hehe..
You know, at dance, sandra went home so jackson did not have a partner
and mel picked some of us to do this real cool trick where we have to go on him and
do this pose and then a backflip.. so she chose ananya, bea and I.
When it was my turn. I forgot that we had to put our hands on his shoulder and
instead, I held on to his hand and the next moment, I was on the floor. haha!!
With a big thump!! It was so loud!! ahaha! But I did not hurt myself!! hehe.. I was so
scared cause I am sosoooosososos fatt.. and jackson could hurt himself..yeahh haha!!
okok
i'm going to hit the sheets nowww.. God bless!!
Nights!
this was the trick when ananya was trying it.. haha
AN... AN...ANANYA!! he he
Me, Jackson, Ananya
alagante? haha guess who?!?!
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!Monday, November 06, 2006
@ 2:44 AM
This is for the girls comin' from NYC
I'm feelin' you like yous family
And everybody down from LA to BC
Rockin' to the same old CDs
This is for the kids in the clubs and the street
Talkin' bout you work three deity
Get on the dance floor where the music is free
Today has been...
interesting if you want to put it that way.. haha
we did not take first period cause of the I and E
thing.. haha! Chinese, we got a free period,
I'm assuming lao shi gave a free period cause
she does not want to get stressed when she's pregnant
ahaha!!poor lao shi.. has to deal with nick and gordon
and mark.. Talking about mark, he does not have to go
for the trip to URA tomorrow cause he's going for some test
thing..Well it's his loss I suppose haha.
You know.. I've been thinking lately, some things can occur
because of fate, destiny the whole sha bang, but some things
can also occur because of what you say... Example? :
Well, there was a lady that was so tired when she
got home and uttered some words that she thought was ok to utter
( it was something like I am so tired that I could sleep on a grave
something like that la... )
and the next day, she was sent to hospital, but she kept on living...
Scary? Yeah it is.. And I just find it horrifying.. I guess its not
a physical thing but a spiritual thing... know what I mean?
Lesson learnt, I will never say any thing that makes me curse myself or
anyone around me.. I guess it's just silly.
Oh yes, Rachel Tai!!!!!!!!! Get well soon ok?!??! Don't worry,
I will be prayin'
LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!
I'm going now, see yall
Sarah
God Bless
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!Sunday, November 05, 2006
@ 6:08 AM
you gotta be up there,
you gotta be somewhere..
where ever you are, i'm waiting..
cause there are these nights where
I sing myself to sleep
and hope in my dreams
bring you close to me...
are you listening?..
helllooo!!
I WATCHED STEP UP!!!
I like it soooosooosoosososososo much!!
haha. I want to watch it again!!
the movie was great.haha
there was a character called MILES!! haha
well, i'm off bye
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!Saturday, November 04, 2006
@ 7:24 PM
boredom..
that is what I am suffering from...
haha.. look how bored i am?!?!? 
Poor zong ye.. his whole family is in London except for him
Cheer up man!! All of us shall go and watch DOA or Step up..
I wanna watch step up soooo bad.. AHHH!! lol
I did not realise that material girls was in theaters
already haha.. but now, I somehow don't really want to watch it
any more haha!! I suppose lots of the sc people would go head
over heels over the guys in the movie.. haha!! I did not even get to watch
Jon Tucker Must Die ok.. and according to vera, the whole cinema was
filled with sc girls.. WOW.. that's a lot of people.. hah
well, I don't care!!! I'm going to buy the DVD
haha. Yes vera, I will get you something too!!
well.. i'm off now!!
Buh bye!
God Bless
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!Friday, November 03, 2006
@ 6:21 PM
I guess it's gonna have to hurt,
I guess I'm gonna have to cry,
And let go of some things I've loved,
To get to the other side,
I guess it's gonna break me down,
Like fallin when you try to fly,
Sad but sometimes moving on with the rest of your life,
Starts with goodbye.
hi again..
you know, not posting post is one thing, writing posts and not
posting it is another... You know, I have rewritten tremendous
amounts of post.. and but I just don't feel like posting it after
I write it... I mean, this is not perpetual,but you know, it comes
once in awhile.
Sometimes it's because I have no idea what to write about. Like
once, I was so bored until I wrote a post about posting. This habit
of writing and rewriting posts is strangely disturbing. I have no idea why
I feel this way. I feel a need to write something interesting down.. but
after I get it down on paper, I just lose interest.
Sometimes I look at the flora and fauna outside my bedroom window to get
at least an idea...
I lay in bed, and reminisce about the times I had with people...
and slowly but surely, my mind just fades.. I cannot let my mind fade..
it's just.. not a good thing when it fades.. I have to keep on point..
Well, I truly hope that I can come up with some idea so that I can post
it down for ya'll.. well buh bye
God bless
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@ 8:13 AM
so cuteee!!!!!!! hahhahahahahhahaha
Friendship..
What is friendship? well, I think it is more
than just 2 people meeting up together
and talking and laughing..
its also about sharing your burdens...
I guess 2 very good examples of friendship
is pri and zong ye.. I mean, when I need
help, I know I can always go to them, and you know,
these are the 2 people that can comfort me when
lets say my parents scold me or anything in my
life goes wrong.. And I just wanna take this opportunity to
say thanks guys... you are like my comfort zone, where
I feel most comfortable talking with.. and I just want
you to know that I'll always here there for ya'll
even if it means to be 1000000000000000000km away
from you. So thanks!!
Today was tiring... very tiring indeed...
I had to do all these fancy jumps here and there.. haha!!
sorry melissa... I did not really get the steps right at all
oppppsss!!! hahahahhahah
when I got back home,I talked to pri on msn for a little while
then went to watch tv.. when I came back, I saw this msg that she left me
on msn... and miles was on it as well.. alamak!!!!!!!! okok
I was like.. sarah wong.. chill.... haha!!! no la!!!jkjk
So I just replied.... really late.. sorry yall!!! haha
well.i'm going to sleep now.. so
buh bye!!
God Blesss!!!!!
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!Thursday, November 02, 2006
@ 4:39 AM
Hihi..
i've been feeling melan cholic lately..
Maybe it's mood swings.. maybe it's the people
around me that is affecting my mood.
I don't know, all I know is that it may
be affecting the people around me..
and I want to take this rare oppurtunity to say sorry
to everyone..
Hey this is a message for my good friend yan ning..
Don't worry ok?!?! you have me, Leona and Cheryl.
WE LOVE YA!!!!!!!!!
Gave pri her present today..
I hoped she liked it.. it was my idea
to make it for her... I wanted to.. and I guess I did.
Somehow, I feel as if I've been... cheated? I don't know..
cause this was my idea.. and I made, drew, bought everything..
I made people sign.. but someone else got the credit..
this is not a cry for help.. or a rant-blog... I'm just writing
down how I feel... and i'm sad I guess... melan cholic is the word.
I suppose it's just me.. well.. Its not easy to make me angry
or anything... but.. I guess.. i'm growing up..
that's how I feel right now..sad.. down..
but you know, I know just the person to cheer me up.. and I know
he'll always be there.. so THANKS ******!!! you totally rock my socks!!
hahahahhha
well I hope you'll enjoy the picture.. lovee
God bless
poor zong.. always gets bullied... lol.. that's cj by the way.. and mark too!!
this is what happens during a free period during science... poor zong.. 
he said if you pretend to pull a cloth in and out of your ear.. you'll feel it.
twinkle twinkle little star.....
this was what i made for pri
this was her reaction
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!Wednesday, November 01, 2006
@ 12:08 AM
" when you can dream, then you can stop, a dream is a wish you make with your heart...."
" the second star from the right, shines through the night for you...."
" So i, had to let go of the pain, let love rain down on me...."
" Cause if you can dream, reflections in our diamond sky come shinning all through"
This is the first time i'm having a break down ok... ahh!!!!! blehhh
you know.. all these songs that kids listen to.. they're all
lies... I dream and wish that I got really high... but that
never happened...
you know, if love is a strange thing... so can sadness..
i just feel so sad now... i passed everything..
and i'll be going to year 2...
but you know.. i did not do that well...
you know what... ***** thinks i'm dumb..
he thinks i'm stupid.. i may not be the best in math, but
does he have to say that everybody can beat me in math..
hey, i passed math ok.
i did better than so many people....
that just makes me feel useless..
i know ***** does not really like me..
and i don't know why.. or how i offended him.. but
it's complicated... i feel like I put in all my hard work,
and I get this... all this.... crap if you want to put it
that way... another word for crap would be... rubbish..
I get all this rubbish, that i'm dumb.. that I can
only say one word which is whatever....
I know more words than that ok.. I can't belive
it.. it's so irritating... it's dumb that's what it is..
I decided to just ignore his silly remarks and not be immature about this.
Boys mature later after all.. and that's a fact..
I wish that my hair would grow long long long!!
haha.. I miss pri.. I miss her so muchhh!!!! PRI!! I MISS YOU!!!
lol.. she's coming back today... and will be coming to school tomorrow..
I HOPE SHE'LL BE HAPPY HAPPY!!!
haha.. cause I went through lots of trouble to do stuff.. lol
I LOVE YOU PRIIII!!!.. I have dance tomorrow too.. haha..
from 4 to 630.. so long ah.. that reminds me.. Brian long lives in the long house!! haha
yesss.. ooo!!!! the dance people are on the school mag thing.. hah!!!!!!
so is pretty auntie lisa!!! ( a.k.a : Zong's girlfriend!! haha no la!! she's mine!! haha)
well, i'll be off now,
will post more posts!! haha!!!!
Buh Bye!!
God bless
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